豆漿

I have this new obsession with soymilk.

I don't know why. I've always disliked it.

It's truly very odd.

And now I want to go to a kitchen store. To buy a muslin cloth. So I can make my own soymilk. (It's used to drain the soybean bits)

WTF

last night, i was hanging out with shen and (as i am apt to do when i am with shen) proceeded to reflect on and complain about life. in my ramblings i told her about an incident that made me lose all motivation to do something, that completely changed all my priorities here at MIT.

funnily enough, i had almost completely blocked those feelings out my memory, prior to recounting them yesterday. it astonishes me somewhat that afterwards, i was shaking with... who knows what--an overflow of emotion? i had forgotten just how much that incident had affected me. still affects me, apparently.

i remember all too clearly now.

i miss being in germany

Grilled Bratwurst with Honey-Habanero Mustard

AHHHHHHHHH. i've been looking at food blogs and now i want to cry because i just want to eat all the pictures NOM NOM NOM

i'm going to tell stories like this one. bwahahaha :D

11 days

i registered for the GRE today. Tuesday 8/25, 5:30pm.

i freaked out about the GRE today.

i also freaked out about grad schools today.

coincidentally, i got nothing productive done today.

i did, however, eat goldfish.

given that each of these sentences has "i" as a subject, i've realized that blogs are the best place to be narcissistic. wootah.

random thoughts as i try to do work

i'm really craving melted mozzarella...

actually, i'm pretty hungry. not eating lunch before leaving next house was a bad idea.

i wonder where i can get mozzarella without having to go too far...

okay, this random thoughts thing isn't nearly as interesting as i thought it would be. i'm just thinking of food :P

why i would never marry an outdoors person

i actually don't mind the fishing. i just wouldn't want to sleep in a tent on the cold hard forest floor.